Jan 4th and 5th A visit and a letter

Jan 4th was their first visit back after their surgeries and the Christmas debacle. I dropped the boys off for visit and headed back home. The rest of the afternoon was quiet, weird how quiet it is with only three children...
We all went into town to pick them up at the McD's. They were picking up and dropping of at our house but at the suggestion of our home-supervisor that has ended. Anyway, I don't trust myself to be nice so my sweet husband is going to do all the interactions with them. They were twenty minutes late that night, then when David brings me the baby i notice a huge lump on his forehead with a cut through the middle of it. David asked her how he got it and she said she picked him up from visit that way! Well David is making small talk, so I'm reading through the back and forth book. The last line of the book is her saying I dropped him of at the center poopy and with the lump on his head. Also that they have him apple sauce with cinnamon and he started throwing up so bad that they canceled the rest of visit and called the grandma. Not wanting to make him worse she didn't feed him anymore. Poor baby hadn't been fed from 12 until 7pm!!! Also 10 days post-op he was so wet that he had popped the buttons open on his onsie. The next morning I drove into town and from the library wrote a very long letter to the Guardian Ad Lidum. Here's the last few lines, "I'm hoping and praying that there is something you can do to help. How can I keep them safe, taken care of, if they completely dis-regard his instructions and needs?"
The next day all unsupervised visits were canceled. Praise the Lord for a good GAL, for a mom that taught me to express myself through writing and for His grace that is sufficient!!!